And it's down hill from here.

Lately I've been real confused about certain people. The people that are suppose to be your homies and even the people that are your blood. In the past, I've lived trusting everyone without holding anything against em. Rumors, their past, and even my thoughts I've had about them before. Well, thats no more to this day. Trust NO ONE. EXCLUDING NO ONE. Even the ones that are closest to you. Fuck em. All of em. You don't need friends let alone family to be successful. All you need is your education, your mind, and your thoughts. I'm done trying. From now on I'm going to be selfish. I'm going to worry about me, and only me.

Karma.

Is bullshit. I don't believe in it anymore. It's just a state a mind that distracts your thoughts.

Infinite.

Verse 1:
Aiyyo, my pen and paper cause a chain reaction
To get your brain relaxin, cause they be actin maniac in action
A brainiac in fact son, you mainly lack attraction
You look insanely whack with just a fraction of my tracks run
My rhyming skills got you climbing hills
I travel through your mind into your spine like siren drills
I'm sliming grills of roaches, we sprayed and disinfects
and twist the necks of rappers till their spinal column disconnects
We disinfect then check the monologue, turn your system up
Twist them up, and indulge in the marijuana smog
This is the season for noise pollution contamination
Examination of more cartoons than animation
My lamination of narration
Hit's a snare and bass in a track fucked up rapper interrogation
When I declare invasion, there ain't no time to be stare and gazing
I turn the stage into a barren wasteland...
I'm Infinite

Verse 2:
Bust it, I let the beat commence so I can beat the sense in your elite defense
I got some meat to mince, a crew to stomp,and then two feet to rinse
I greet the gents and ladies, I spoil loyal fans
I foil plans and leave fluids leaking like oil bands
My coil hands around this microphone are lethal
One thought in my cerebral is deeper then a Jeep full of people
MC's are feeble, I came to cause some pandemonium
Battle a band of phony MC's and stand the only one
Imitator, Intimidator, Stimulator, Simulator of data, Eliminator
There's never been a greater since the burial of Jesus
Fuck around and catch all of the venereal diseases
My thesis will smash a stereo to pieces
My accapella releases plastic masterpieces through telekinesis
And eases you mentally, gently, sentimentally, instrumentally
With entity, dementedly meant to be Infinite

Verse 3:
Man I got evidence I'm never dense and I been clever ever since
My residence was hesitant to do some shit that represents the M-O
So I'm assuming all responsibility
Cause there's a monster will in me that always wants to kill MC's
Mic messaler, slamming like a wrestler
Here to make a mess of a lyric smuggling embezzler
No one is specialer, My skill is intergalactical
I get cynical act a fool then I send a crew back to school
I never packed a tool or acted cool, it wasn't practical
I'd rather let a tactical, tact full track your fancy
In fact I can't see, or can't imagine
A man who ain't a lover of beats or a fan of scratching
This is for my family, the kid who had a cameo on my last jam
Plus the man who never had a plan B
Be all you can be, cause once you make an instant hit
I'm tensed a bit and tempted when I see the sins my friends commit
I'm infinite


This guy up here, was GOD. His music was dope/intriguing. It shows how people change over time. Crazy. At this moment his "Infinite" album is my favorite. Enough of that. Life? Its chill. Theres not much different lately. It just keeps going, never stops, getting closer and closer to grad day. Soccer is garbage right now. Well Im playing decent, but we can't BUY a win, let alone score. It's cool though it will come, eventually. Friday was super chill though. Kinda miss it. Wanna ride G-FORCE again. Haha. Anyways, this school year i didn't get to start it off the way I wanted, due to no fundsss. Wackk. But this last week the homie Robert copped my preme vans, so i have some money to play with. LOL. I think Im going to copp some new jawns but i have no clue which ones. Either NS APC or Imperials. Theres just too many options. And also, for a change the new PREME shit is pretty dope. Still over priced, but I'd say its worth it. Well i think thats all i got. Goodnight. Have a nice week.

FUCK THAT BITCH.

Primetime.

"No witnesses. No mistresses. This is the present, and Ima show you what gifted is."

Yes. Another week almost finished. I hate that I'm a senior because my childhood is almost over. But i love the fact that my parents are super chill and are letting do alot more.

Song of the week: Kid Cudi- Maui Wowie.

WUTC FOREVER.
CARPE DIEM.
JDILLA > ANY OTHER PRODUCER.

FACT.

I HATE MY SCHOOL.

Cupid's got me in a chokehold.

Super chill weekend. Mostly soccer and ended with a cool/relaxing family gathering. On Saturday we played TitansFC. Won 2-1. The keeper wanted to kill me lol. That nigga was about 400 lbs and the age of 24. "Southside Homie" ahaha. After the game my homie Ahmad hit me up to go watch/coach his team.(U-14 Sliver Elite Man-U.) They played at the same fields my team did. Unfortunately, his team lost, bad. I think they had 2 shots the whole game. Ehh. It's all good though. Then today, we played Pumas. Fuckin lost. 2-1. We got two reds :/ started the second half with 10 and ended the game with 9. The refs were terrible. Fuck it. Came back home for 11 o'clock mass. Went back home, showered and was on my way to Chino Hills. Chilled with the cousins for a bit. Ate, made music, jerked, and did some catching up. It's good seeing them since it's rare. After that, we drove back home picked up some Churche's Chicken :) so bomb. And now I'm here. Gotta finish some homework. English i think? Shitt.. Well I'm out. BTW Jay-Z's new album (Blueprint III) is pretty clean. It's a must buy.

Kid Cudi.

Bored.

Just a few shots when i was sitting in my room.

Using Canon Rebel XT BTW.

Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep. Should I die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take.

.

" She beautiful outside even better when its in."



Right now I'm at school in my computer class. I just realized that blogger works at school. WEIRD. Me? I'm good, I guess. Kinda upset that I'm sick. Fuckin sucks yoo. And I've been since Saturday. And yesterday... yesterday made me super angry. We had this Nike Sparq test thing that they check every year. 40 yard dash, vertical, etc. My coach said it was mandatory and that it was going to be from 7-9. He didn't show. And the training sesh was only 40 mins 0_0. Lies or what? Fuck it. Girls wise? Hmm. Not so good. I can't talk to her. Usually this kinda shit comes easy for me. But this chick is so different, that i can barely even LOOK in her direction. And she doesn't have a HC date. And everyone keeps telling me to man up and grow some balls. And when i mean everyone, i mean everyone. LOL. Even my Ex girlfriend did. I don't know what to do anymore. Well soccer games this weekend. PLaying Roberto's team. About to smash. Fuck TitansFC. Well its almost time for lunch so, Skys the Limit. Fuck the Drama.- Jordan Bedural.

Clientele.

Reach for the stars, if the clouds get in the way, eat em.

This chick. Goodness.

One word, Win.

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FUCK THE POLICE.

So i was outside right now taking pictures for my photography class and i get a texted from faris " look outside" i walk around the corner and theres two cop cars in the neighborhood. Why? His step mom called the Police on him, AGAIN.

Soothing.

BTW. Tonight was pretty dope. The day evened out nicely.

I met this girl the 1st week of school. Through one of my homies I catch a lift from. Damn she so damn pretty. She make a niggas heartbeat stop. Know why? Cause she so damn hot. She makes a CAT like me, cringe and stutter. My status quo was "Game out the ass" but i realized can't even talk to her because I'm speechless when I see her. And i usually dont even like white girls. But she's different. She's the type i would wife up or, even try to spit at, but how can i spit when my mouth is dry. Maybe that's why I can't accomplish what i strive for. So i pray to God to gimme the strength, let alone make her my date.

Dude..

Today so far has been pretty wack. First off, this girl that I've been crushin on for a while has a date to HC already. Not that i was going to go or anything, but still. Yesterday, the whole entire day i was getting great vibes from her. Until i got home and found out the bad news. I really don't know what to do. I don't know if I should just drop her or if I continue to try to talk to her. Ehh. Then during 5th period i get a text saying" hey im going home i dont wanna be at school sorry :/" From the homie that gives me and the chick I'm trying to spit att a ride home. I was going to tell her that I she was really cute, pretty, etc. O_0 But no. So had to go on a mission trying to find a ride. Luckily, i got one from my neighbor. Shit, i hope today ends better then it starts.

This shit is fire!