These Ones.

Friends, you don't have them the way i do.

" Throw something upp. Make sure its Wu-tang or the middle finger. YAA DIGG?" LOL.

Early Birthday Present.

I love you mommm.

"..JB.."

Family Get Together.

Soo the family came over for the weekend. It was super chill. I wish the weekend never ended. Uncle Arman has to leave again soon :( Fuckin wackk. Nonetheless I'm happy. Sort of... Anyway family pictures. (buzzin ittt):)
From the top left- Uncle Norrel. Brother Richard. Mee. Uncle Arman.
Dad and Mom. Grandma. Papa.
Auntie Manda. Auntie Andrea. And my dogg. in the last few. LOL.

P.S.
Hopeing to get further with thiss :) i never wanted something so much. Shes so...ughh. no words.

listen to this.
VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV











I don't know where i would be without these people.
I can always count on them.
Can you say that?
I love you guys. No matter what..

Speechless.

They said it all happens for a reason, at last
i mean if thats the truth, then i haven't seen it
still don't believe it, but every hurdle that i pass
was leading right down the path to my freedom
the broken dreams no one seemed to notice
open seems to keep my soul to let me focus
yeah i hope the peace is close
together to remember and hold on to these moments
just fell in love, well above my expectations
but the seperation, got me stressed today more then yesterday
tryin not to let it phase me
its crazy, the best is yet to face me
learn the lessons from mistakes
every step along the way
so success won't get me lazy.






Today was easy...going. All school. And after it became all soccer. I don't know what I would do without soccer. It's my life. Correction its my lifestyle. I miss CHIVAS JR.

RZA " The Tao of Wu"

Last night i kicked it in LA. Went to dinner with the family for my brothers birthday and my uncles homecoming. It was super chill. After, us kids went to Cafe Jacks. We kicked it for a few hours. Then we went to "The Grove" to watch Paranormal. Ehh. It was better the first time. LOL. We got out and walked around. When i saw this big ass billboard saying that RZA was going to be signing for his new book. October 20, 2009 from like 3-9 or something at the Barnes and Nobles down over there. Shitt. So that means i get to meet this nigga. Fuckin dope... Didn't get home until 4. I'm fuckin dead. Have a game tommorrow in Mission Viejo at 9:35. As for today..I'm just going to watch soccer all day.

http://www.premierleague.com/page/Statistics/0,,12306,00.html

Liverpools in 6th.. what the fuck.

Lost generation, fast paced nation
World population confront they frustration
The principles of true hip-hop have been forsaken
It's all contractual and about money makin
Pretend-to-be cats don't seem to know they limitation
Exact replication and false representation
You wanna be a man, then stand your own
To MC requires skills, I demand some shown
I let the frauds keep frontin
And roam like a celluar phone far from home
Givin crowds what they wantin
Offical hip-hop consumption, the 5th thumpin
Keepin ya party jumpin with an original somethin
Yo, I dedicate this to the one dimension-al
No imagination, excuse for perpetration
My man came over and said, "Yo we thought we heard you"
Joke's on you; you heard a bitin-ass crew but um

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There's a fine line between arrogance and cnnfidence
Confidence makes up your character
And arrogance takes your character and beats it out of you
Being confident is being humbled
Beign arrogant is being full of yourself
Thinkin your shit don't stink
Thinkin you have bragging rights on everything you do
Sorry, but you only get those rights after you accomplish something
If anything it should make you wanna be better
Because there's always someone better, always.

I went into deep thought.

Your All I Need To Get By.

Chill weekend so far. Lovin the weather. It can't get better then it is. Get to kick it with my godbrother tommorrow. Should be dope. And uncles coming to visit before he ships back out to IRAQ. As for me.. I'm alright. Edit: I'm fuckin terrible. Shit never goes in my favor. Maybe I'm not doing enough good..or something..I needa new girl.. i need new shoes..and most of all i need a blunt.

Life.

Stay true to yourself and true to your morals. Because if you do, you will always feel like a mill and eventually, be a mill.

1-2-3 punch.

THESE NIGGAS RIGHT HERE.
It's almost over guys.
When we graduate lets go to THUGZ MANSION. Are you down? LOL.



Freshman Year.

Senior Year.

Sweetheart

you know that your the most.
important at least on the west coast.
I'm just trippin, its somethin about your thoughts.
you think different and understand how i float.
got cribs on both coasts.
but im a Chicago getta.
you get down but you ain't a golddigga.
you got the soul with the figure to match.
your girlfriend said, " Yo that dude is a catch.
creative with the gifts plus he hit it from the back and
places we ain't suppose to, we makin music baby you on the vocals.
international lover i never stay local, go to places that you never been.
beautiful outside even better when its in.

Good weekend. First we won both of our games. Straight balled it. Haha. And the homie Greg moved right up the block from me. So excited. LOL. Then on Sunday after my game i went to the pier. It was super chill. I had a great time chillin :) <3 it was so coldd though. And i only wore a thin sweater. I think I'm getting sick again. Oh well. Ohh yeah... my birthdays coming again. Ehh. Well this class is almost over and i need to get workin since I'm behind :/ have a great week. Hope it started out as good as mine did.

Memories.

So yesterday i was cleaning out my desk because i had to find a calculator for my math test today, when i came across this poem wrote back in freshman year. I have no clue who or what it was for, but i thought i was pretty cool seeing how much I've improved:

I have let you down, things aren't the same
does this feel right or is this a game
at first it was perfect, everything was great
but as time goes by, love turns into hate
yes we argue, and yes we fight
my enemy in the day, my bestfriend at night
but even if I wanted to, I can't let you go
Because I came to love you, just thought you should know
and why go out there and look for other girls
your stuck on my head like each of my hairs
no matter what happens were gonna be together
when we fight were awake, so lets sleep forever.

It's a trip on how much you change in just a few years. Today in 2nd period we got our senior packets to order all that senior shit.( Class-ring, gown and cap, etc) My reality just set in. I'm fucking graduating. Looking back to freshman year i honestly couldn't tell you who my teachers were. Just had to worry about the easy stuff. Soccer, school and family. There's nothing good about growing up. I'm not ready to grow up. Phyically and even mentally. But unfortunately, everyone has to. Whether you want to or not. And i sure as hell don't want to.