11/23/09

  • Friday- chilled with brother the whole night.
  • Saturday- chilled with faris for almost the whole day.
  • Rolled with greg omar and chris around rancho.
  • Hit that Sierre party. Stoner burritos. got home late.
  • Sunday- Woke up early for mass.
  • Paintballin at SC after church until 4.
  • Now just kickin it with faris.
  • Monday- phone calls ;/
  • VG, Ontario Mills, L&L, then Active. (shoes, shirt)
  • Tuesday- Gregs pad with Faris, Greg, Chris, Omar, and David.
  • Kicked it at home.
  • Wednesday- Chilled with Greg, Victor, Omar, and Hugo. Watched The Fourth Kind.
  • Thursday, Friday and Saturday- Hanford.

..RZA x Supreme..

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As for me. I'm good. These last few days I've realized alot of stuff thats key. Shit that needs to be priority. Shit that will make a difference in my life. I just need to put my heart in it. If i don't, my dreams and goals won't come true. I could honestly give a fuck less about anything else. I don't know why I always tend to look at all the negatives in my life. As of today, I'm going to look at everything I have that can't be bought, can't be owned, but what i have up top and whats around me. It's as if theres no other way i could possibly be. The reason why alot of this year has been a total failure is because I was thinking and waiting for myself to fail. WE OFF THAT.

11/11/09

11/3/09

Bored.

VVVVVV

Trouble follows behind a wicked mind
20/20 vision of the prism of light but still blind
because you lack the inner, every sinner
will end up in the everlasting winter
if hellfire where thorns and splinters pick your 3rd eye out
you cry out your words fly out, and sounds die out
you remain unheard, sufferin eternally, internal,external
along with your wicked fraternal of generals and colonels
releasin thermonuclear heat that burns you firmly
and permanently upon this journey
Through the journal of the book of life
Those who took a life without justice will become ice
Its been taught that your worst enemy
can't harm you as much as your own wicked thoughts can
burning insense chantin witchcraft to reach higher dimensions.
Till you see you and the Sun is one, like the knowledge
KNOW THE LEDGE to where your heart is
or fall off into the internal hell thats uncharted
light travels at the rate of ONE HUNDRED 86 thousand miles per sec
until it reaches a target. Now whats the speed of darkness?
and show us the path to where the RED SEA was parted
Enter straight into the narrow gate
for wide is the road to destruction and hate
What? You thought life was a sport? A game? 100 years short?
No, the soul is immortal Going through many portals
and those who go astray will pay a judgement day
instead i chose to become a newlywed to the true bread of life
and fed God of light to my head
It's been said the fool thats asleep, is already dead.

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These songs made the day a little better.







It's almost my birthday and I'm not excited at all. What do I have to look forward to? Fucking nothing. Wackk ass school. Today i realized that i do have something going to me. My family. They love me and support me in every way you could possibly think of. But after that.. nothing. School? Shitt. Soccer? Fail. Girl? Shes not diggin me as much as I am for her. I wanna see my dad. I wanna move.

11/2/09

( 11-01-09)

My mom threw me a suprise birthday party. Thank you. I love you.
More to come soon. im very lazy at the moment.


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